Two Sides

I must not be tardy.
I must keep everything in check.
Everything must be perfect.
I must make everything perfect.

Life is a party; so full of smiles.
But what happens when the party is over?
All those fun and games, down the drain. 
Enjoy life while you can.
Remember to always smile.

I love everything that lives with all my heart.
Why don’t they love me back?
Come out to play.

No, no, no.
Of all the worst things…
How can I handle all this stress?
So many deadlines, so little time!
And if I don’t finish…it’ll be the end of the world for me!

I’m not scared of anything.
I’m too awesome to be scared.
What’s there to be scared of, anyway? 
Nothing, except for…failure.
I’m scared of being humiliated.
I don’t want to be a failure.

I’ll show you, I don’t need your help.
I can take care of myself.

But is that really true?
I help and take care of everyone, but who’s there when I’m the one that needs help?